Life sure is very different with out Caleb to care for.  I still am struggling to find a balance, just like Zachary and Curt.  Days seem to just run into each other, and were just going through the motions of life.  People have been very good to us.  

This past week was a tough one, we donated Caleb's wheel chair and other belongings to his school, to hopefully help out other kids like him, but boy that made things really final.  Our house is far to big now.  Since Ashley moved out in May, after her wedding and Caleb's room empty now, we have far to many rooms.  I'm sure Curt will find some way of filling them , since he is a pack rat. Zach is still struggling with many things, school, losing Caleb and all the changes that has made in his life.  Please continue praying for our family and all those who are struggling in their lives with so many things.

We are Keeping Busy But:

People have been keeping us busy over the last few weeks, which is great, but the knot in the stomach sure is not getting better.  If anyone knows of someone who needs a handicapped van e-mail me at Carlawindemuller@hotmail.com, we have a mini van, 2005 in great shape and low mileage.  Zach is back at school but seems to be fighting depression a bit. I think it has to do with Caleb and kids not being so kind. I'm thankful he has some great friends, to help him through all this.  God has given us everything we needed,  maybe not the way we would have wished, but he always is standiing along side us, I'm so thankful for that.

  

Over the years we have been blessed to meet a lot of families with special children.  A few of these families are in need of prayers now, for their kids are having some big up and downs with their health. One family has a girl who is going through test, and possibly some surgeries, there are going to be some big decisions to be made, so I ask you to pray God will help them with making the right decisions. Others have been in the hospital a long time, and have other family members trying to live Quote the normal life to try to keep sane.  Please pray for them to be able to all get home , and for the little girl to be healed. 

It sure is empty

Hope everyone had a Happy New Year.  It sure is a strange beginning to the New Year for us, nothing is the same.  It was hard having everyone go back to either work what there is of it, for it is basically at a stand still for Curt, like alot of other people, and having Zach go back to school. I'm not really sure what to do now. Hopefully Zach can get back into the routine of school quickly.  Again our family would like to say Thank you to all those who have been praying for Caleb and us, we would not have gotten through all of this without it.